Are these signs that I'm suicidal?

Hi sweetie look... Things aren't as bad as they seem. It seems as if you are on point break and I think what you really need is a break. take a look at this; In my psychology cl I just did a paper on the different stages you go through in life. There are always things here to tear you down. I am not the one to say forget your past but you have to learn to cope with them. Your life is not terrible if you have people that care about you. Good friends are always hard to find but you should not go look for them. You are feeling alone because you don't have anyone home with you. No children. Do you have any pets? Things that seem hard and that you want to give up on can most likely be fixed if you are willing to take the time. Do something that absolutely exhilarates you and makes you feel pleasant. As a woman, we are always feeling that something is not enough and there is something missing. Try a trip. You were laid off, take this as God telling you that you need a break. If your body is tired and your mind is tired, it is not time to die. It is time to live it up. Embrace your husband. Tell him how you feel. NOT about death but about you feeling some sort of emptiness. Trust me when I say you are not the only one to feel like this. Live your life sweetie, don't let your life live you. If that makes sense. Don't do things because it is perfect to other people. If you can, travel to an island. Participate in the events there. Take your mom along with you. It should be interesting. I don't even know you but I feel where you are coming from. I really hope I was some sort of help. feel free to comment back.